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SAY CHEESE?

NO..

SAY CUTE
red toy boxy thing that can flashes at night ******


after buying a lomo camera for my sister from hongkong
i also thought of buying
(say i am a copy cat?)
my camera has a small little cat on it
is meant to be a cat copied on the camera
it suggests all
that yes
i am a copy cat and thanks for the kind acknowledgment


i like flim camera
mainly because it contain lots of element of surprises
which probably implies a lot of bad bad bad pictures
but well.
that's the art side of it ~ taking bad pictures

+ i will wash and keep the photos for good
unlike digital.
ummm. have i ever developed many photos from the photoshops
i don't think so.


and he bought it for me =p


i shall try out the camera
and see how much good money will be wasted


and probably will bring me back to reality that

"stupid, you can't even take picture with a decent digital camera"


buttttt!


who says lomography needs a lot of skills



we will try it out , certainly.

WHENEVER U FEEL LIKE WHEN-ing
  • when i am falling i hope to fall on a huge cushion
  • when i am learning i hope to be forgiven
  • when i am learning i hope is new yet familiar
  • when i feel angst i feel the sense of deadly
  • when i feel like left all alone, i am not usually
  • when i feel like doing it is not working
  • when i feel like doing it right it goes left
  • when i appreciate fairness it only gets darker
  • when i feel like dunking on milo, i dun have the condensed milk
  • when i feel like trying is over

100 marks
you get a 50
lamented that you should get a 60
protested in your mind that you should get a 80
the idea of test
is not what you think you deserve
you deserve what you have written
.
what's left unwritten though you knew it
is used less and useless


because blog is such a space that everything is revealed
i can only make people understand if they understand
understand means you know pretty much of me
which i am so grateful to have you
like my few girls who just know. ME

i am just going to be cliche now

to directly say:
i am feeling not correct recently
AHHHH
i am perturbed easily too.
use the word "perturbed, perturbed" hahaa
is just like waiting
waiting for things to happen and losing some tracks of forwarding

to cliche-ing update daily events :

Saturday :
squash in the morning with rubber and kel
we should be squashing a lot more than just once !
last time i used to had a lot of markings in my calender saying rubber and kel and cy
when you changed a set of calender the markings become fewer
some markings remain some changes
year changed. the fact is.
japanese carnival thingy at changi
watched SAW V at zhong place
nice .
ah family reunites ~~~

SUNDAY: just came back from my cousin birthday party
failed to sarbo her , unfortunately
we enjoyed ourselves with lightsticks
seeing all the birthday party
i am missing mine too .
hahaha
how nice if we are always 21
always celebrating



what lousy english i am writing





yeah
ah cai brought us to a nice authentic korean restaurant at chinatown for dinner!
yum yum
i like the kimchi pancakes

and choo
the stonebowl rice thingy (bim bim bak) or the sound alike
is much nicer than the one you ate at central

we are just happy with nice food =]]]]

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The cakes pictures lingered too long as my main entry on my blog.
When i already been to the place for a second time, i still have not updated my blog.
Probably i do not know what to let you read either.
So Hi,
I am going to play tennis thrice this week.
I should have started tennis earlier, then i can be quite experience to be enlisted in NUS school team, then i will have my hall to stay in.

What a nice plan it sounds, then i can play tennis so much more often in a competitive manner.
WHICH I know i will probably lose too.
I have a bad mentality, i know i know.

I really wish to turn back time.
Turn me back to year 2003.
I could have saved her if i were at home.
But goodness you,
will say it's all meant to happen.
Happen and Happen.

I WANT TO PLAY.

PLAY study lab & many tuitions
can they all coagulate together to form a smoothie.

I hope so.

FINAL YEAR.

Cakes

@ Laurent Bernard Chocolatier


Deeply Rich Chocolate Cake

this cake is seriously indulging.
you are committing a sin by not finishing it.

Rum and Raisin Chocolate Cake

This cake is more attractive than the rum and raisin ice cream you often have
See that cream layer (3rd layer) is filled with the rum flavour
Some often occasions you will chew on the raisins
A tinge of alcohol and some chocolate feelings surrounding the rum taste
is pretty . nice.

macrons. if thats the name.

that watermark on it was not left by me!
it looked like it has been put in the mouth before and put back on the plate.
oh gosx.

Emerald river
This pot of tea is called a blend by them. The colour suggests the name of it. The pot is put above a burning candle.
I like the taste of it.
Citrus and berries filled.
Don't imagine it as chrysanthemum tea.
Imagine as you are drinking flower petals.
Light and purified.


Total bill

$27.50.


Location

Pier at Robertson Quay

EATING TO OUR HEART's CONTENT

Randomly sequential

1)
GOODWOOD PARK HIGH TEA.
$28 ++ weekday
$32++ weekend

apparently . weekday affair.

i love the blue colour .

angg ku kuehs and all the kuehs..
mee siam is nice.
local delights. dun ask me why we are paying that for these.
high tea you see!
blueberry cakes.

2) RANDOMLY sakaeing then.
3) PAULANER BRAUHAUS microbrewery

$10 anniversary for all the meals.

this salad was his.
this definitely has to be minee!!
cool ~~ i love fermentation of beer process.
beer is cool.

4) another randomly Japanese meal at tampines 1.
nicee

5) and CARAMEL CAFE at Shaw.
spags was mine.
tofu salad
was his again.
can you imagine...tofu salad!!!
wah i plainly love this yakult milkshake.
I love the tinge of yakult in the milkshake such a lovely combination.
CARROT CAKE! really a cute little tiny carrot sweet on it


5) lastly randomly at amk hub
with a pot of TAU-HUA.


....... not as tantalizing yet

more to comee.

and more exercise needed!!

"I don't see the point of studying the craps in secondary school man ; bull shilt , i hate study , i hate going to school , i despise the life that I'm having now , actually i despise anything that got to do with school/work , everyone is saying 3 more months.. So What? I don't see the f**king point . "

--------quoted by my tuition kid on facebook


As you see students of the 21st century are filled fully with hatred,they aren't aware the importance of studying hard and obtaining a decent qualification. Still live to think that a successful businessman is also without a primary school qualification. I am probably the one (everyone) he mentioned,kept saying 3 more months to him. How to make someone love studying? As a once a week tuition teacher, he knows nothing and really nothing. How to make him pass with such an attitude in mind, when he is actually someone with the full capability to learn, understand, think and do.

As i am saying so much, to think of it, i have been a terrible student too.
I also feel so much craps with studying SOO hard
Seeing points so much later
i was going against currents and tides.
why not just flowing the way i should have been flowing.


boy, you will regret
for having the thinking like now
you would have wished you were not thinking like now, in the then future.
i will be so willing to push if you are willing to move.

i will push myself toooooo
or think of a smarter way to move myself.


"I don't see the point of doing the craps in work man ; bull shilt , i hate working , i hate going to work , i despise the life that I'm having now , actually i despise anything that got to do with work , everyone is saying for money.. So What? I don't see the f**king point . "

----- if you can tell me this i will be impressed and many will somewhat agree to all the lines besides the so what for money...



goodnight world.

oh ya.

i had a dream yesterday night

booked a flight to europe that cost me 11112$
when i thought was only 1000 $
i only knew it when i was boarding the plane.
it was winter time and i only brought no jacket
i was traveling with leqi and nurul.
what a combination.
and in my dreams i felt like crying
bcus the ticket zapped me of 10k.

what the hell .
right.

here you see vincent
here you see wenjie
they look pretty much the same.
while i look exactly the same. geese. why always that look!

now u see the 3 of us


here u see the 3 of us again.
SAME SAME but different different.

i love oceany park cable cars ~~~~
nice view!

peaky at the peak
oh ya just bears. bear with me with bears.


ANYWAY HONGKONG 13-17JULY was wonderful.
ALL thanks to my dearest friend MS KU LEQI
thank her for all the patience with the shopping me.
thank her nice mum and dad too for all the nice food and warm smiles.

"i just had a nice relaxed holiday with you.
right pace.right company."
so going to miss you when you are away again!
lots of loves springily in the air ,poks poks poks.

the 2 similar guys up there.
made my hongkong trip special too.
few years back when i first saw vincent
i had so much the impression he was so like wenjie
and the 2 so alike guys were there in hk at the same timee!!
cool isn't it (in my opinion)

i am happy.
that i fulfilled my intentions of 3 trips this holiday.
penang ~bintan ~ hongkong
all happy trips. i am happy!!!
for this .
just yet.




No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice...

Congrats to ah ming and meng!
Yeah they both found a job before convo!
but..
i will miss both of them for the next 1 year...
i will miss all the time i spent doing bak kwas and soyffles with ah ming
i will miss the dun comb hair ah ming in school
no one to go for chem mods with =[ esp falling asleep together.
i will miss ah meng and his chicken chop +egg+rice
i will miss the library facing the carpeted wall de ah meng
i will miss 7 of us trying to squeeze in the pink tables


为什么受伤的我依然还深爱着你 。

歌词都还没填好

太多美好的回忆! 阿家庭 仔!!!!

HELLOS.


Looks like the Chinese entry took me so much effort till i rested for a long period before i took up my hands to start typing on the board to blog. Wells, so far still find my holidays pretty enjoyable. =] Everything do at my own stride.My first holiday to be spent in this way. Most of the holidays are like working and working.Wakeboarding was fun. Lots of tennis kept me really happy. Squash too. Badminton three. Playing sports just will make you smile you will just care less of what is bothering you at the back of your mind. Every nice ball hit, you will feel WONDER)FULL.

From all the things i do, i start to know many of my flaws. I am not even trying to perfect. I know these flaws will just bring me more misery in the near future.
How to change ? Change to become someone better. If i dun change, i will sure bump into wall ,let's say months time or years time. Bloodyhs. how to change ! or minimise ...what a question..I am not a good learner too. BRAIN-blocked! I am apprehensive of what's ahead. Time and time i am filling my bag with regrets. I always believe i could have done better. None a time i felt, yes that's the best i can do! How can i purposely throw away the tug to the boat when i still can hold on to it. arh geese and goose.